Monday, March 26, 2007 @
7:11 AM
this post is just for me to say how i feel..u dont really have to read it..
tried as hard as i could to prevent it..but it still happened.............
=(...sat..specially met liyi to go mac to look for J...J was quite irritating..ask so many ques den come look for me..J den saw something which i forbided J to..i was "off-guard" and left it on de table...J took it..i started screaming but i couldnt snatch it back in time...i dont noe why but i immediately broke down into tears..i stopped a while later and simply refused to talk....J tot that it was just a small matter and left with a simple good-bye...to J it may mean nothing but to me it meant almost de world...dont askme why i cared so much becuz if i knew de ans i wont be so irritated...wanted to ignore J...but it was so difficult...J is just living de days as normal...i dont tink J really noes how i feel....but forget it...i am just so small...5 yrs 2mnths 26days.............................................
tried to prevent it but it still happened
tried to ignore it but i couldnt
tried to forget but it has left a deep mark in my heart
tried to forgive but i tink i didnt even blame
tried to give up but de feeling just keeps coming back
tried to stop but it keeps carrying on
tried to hate but its so difficult
tried to say but still kept quiet
wanting to try...trying...tried........................now i am tired.......
