peep into my world

2009-12-25T06:14:00.000-08:00

HO HO HO! MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!

2009-12-17T07:41:00.000-08:00

YOU! i dunno to hate u or to love you.i seriously dun like the attitude that u are using to treat me. I am what? A toy? Come to me when you feel bored. Den, chuck me aside when you are entertained. I also have feelings okays. I feel so insignificant when i am with you. I am just a nobody that you can look for when the others arent free. I should stop allowing myself to continue this way. but, can i even do it?

me and my hair

2009-09-10T09:02:00.000-07:00

okays. my mum finally managed to persuade me to perm my hair. I didnt want to do it at first cuz i was afraid i would regret after perming my hair. Today my mum went to perm her hair and started saying what if i dun do it this time she wont ask again..all those lar. Den i gave in. Sat there for about 5 hrs.OMG its so damn long i tell u. I was falling aslp and i dunno how many times they washed my hair. LOLS. So i got a new hairstyle and seriously speaking, i like it rather much. Now i got a habit of twirling my hair le..IRRITATED. HAHA

Ping's bday

2009-09-10T08:50:00.000-07:00

yay yay yay! finally went out after exams..went to bugis de Billy Bombers to have dinner with my sisters..hahas..we ordered a few dishes and shared...shared food tastes better..believe me

I bought a Doraemon jewellery cum musical box for ping. Hope she likes it! =) After dinner, we went to shop around at bugis street. I bought 2 hairbands (so into them right now) and a bag..at only $8=) yay..i bought it from de stall upstairs and when i went downstairs, i saw one in de same design but they were selling it at $29!!!!! OMG.Cheat money de lor. LOLS. So girls..please look around de whole of bugis b4 committing to one=) SO HAPPY. I got to buy stuff. I wanna go back there again to buy more stuff. HAH

2009-03-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

2009-03-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

yay! i finally have a dog now! *over the moon* cant wait to go home everyday after work to play with the dog..its a shetland sheepdog and its uber cuteee!!! puppies are so playful..can get quite tired playing with him...always full of energy..his name is cody..yups, agent cody banks..lols..he is just so cute..will upload photos of him soon!

2009-01-23T04:12:00.000-08:00

deeply etched in my heart are you
the special one in my life is you
never belonged to me have you
but a place in my heart will always be left for you..

2008-12-17T06:47:00.001-08:00

went singing with weixin, darren, elwin and yang ping...went to chinatown..wanted to go the $10 one at first but it was fully booked..de kuku elwin forgot that we needed to book a room..den we went over to party world and we sang..from 2 plus to 6.30pm..de guys were damn funny lar..elwin came from a chalet and yes, he fell aslp..yayness..tat means we can sing more..lols..we left and they headed off..yangping went to look for his fren and de rest went to have tangyuan..i was rather full so i da bao home to eat..it became my dinner..lols..reached home and played with otto till now..tired..she's always so energetic..

oh ya..otto is my uncle's dog..his family went to malaysia for a holiday so we are baby-sitting his dog..she's so cute!

2008-11-25T07:10:00.000-08:00

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS......you

2008-11-23T06:48:00.001-08:00

went for a hair cut just now cuz i just couldnt stand my fringe..so i was trying to explain to de hairstylist wat kind i wan..actually i had a pic of it in my phone..BUT..my phone's batt die-ed..sians..den my mum said straight straight..and..viola..bangs..

sians..i dun really like it..cuz confirm got ppl will say i copy others..I DIDNT OKIES..i shall wait for it to grow longer..my hair grows super fast..but i will try to love my hair now..

2008-11-22T07:35:00.000-08:00

its a little late to blog abt this now but i dun care..lols..on monday i pon-ed AVS and EMC and met up with APG to celebrate de ending of their sufferings! lols they finished their last paper..good for them but it will soon be my turn..sian..after IDEA presentation, i went to meet fiona,dee and ping to have lunch..we had sushi! yay..den we went to JP to borrow vcd..we den went to NTUC to buy de stuff needed for our bbq! we then went to ping's hse..slacked and messed up ping's room..lols..ping's parents were at home and her mum was super nice! ping's com is so unfriendly..it doesnt listen to us de..only listen to ping..no fair..we then waited for ningg and d-daddy to come..when they arrived, we worked together to trick dee..hahas..she is so innocent and she actually believed me..lols! the few of us in de kitchen were laughing like mad..she a funny girl! started our steamboat and ate and ate and ate..damn full..watched L change de world and we home-ed..loves APG!

and weds,i met dee at fep after my lesson..i was late for 1 hr! OMG lar..i have never been SO late ever in my life..i was so guilty..shopped around with her but all de clothes were not nice..didnt see anything we liked..it was de prom season so almost every store was selling stuff for prom..she it was rather boring..dee wanted to atch movie but i managed to convince her to go have steamboat again..yups..de BUGIS one!its my fav..de soup rocks! ate until stomach wanna burst le and we went to bugis junction's arcade..played bball..was lousy..i dunno why..mayb too full le..lols..den separated from dee and i home-ed..ALONE..i hate that kinda of feeling..

2008-11-22T07:17:00.000-08:00

okies okies..i am super lazy to blog..lols..but i am gonna post a lot of photos cuz i am waiting for my video to load and its taking super long and i got nth to do..lols..

okies..thurs went to cine after gems..tot of eating yoshinoya for lunch but they didnt have de outlet there..we played arcade there cuz they had timezone..we had free $5 credit cuz we went for de NHLC event..all thanks to yeevonn and px for helping to take all de freebies =D..we then proceeded to ngee ann city to eat..ordered lots of stuff and paid $35 using vouchers! $0.10 was paid by fiona..lols..had a super full meal! yayness..den we train-ed back..and guess wat...WE WERE LATE FOR ECONS LECTURE AGAIN!! omg lar..i am late for econs for consecutive 3 weeks le...we are so not going out of sch next week..i dun care..

friday fiona suddenly asked me if wanna go bowling...i was surprised..lols..den we went bowling! hahas...fun lar..we actually only wanted to play one game but yeevonn was not contented with her results..so we played 2 games..and i broke my own record on de 2nd one..yayness again! =D score was 148..highest man..cool..yeevonn was so angry..hahas..killed all my brain cells again during econs tutorial..my brain cells always gets killed on friday..haiz..and home-ed!

p.s. recently, i like to cam-whore..i dunno why..

2008-11-13T05:52:00.000-08:00

8th November 2008

today went to celebrate my aunt's bday..went to eat at my fav steamboat restaurant..de soup there is SUPER NICE!!! i love it..19 ppl ate together..cool-ness..my dad held a meeting with my cousins..lols..cuz he's bringing them to australia for a holiday next week..i cant go..still schooling..sad..nvm..next time will have chance de!

wanted to go sing after eating but we asked around and de prices were all very ex..so in de end we didnt sing..we went to de new marina barrage as suggested by my dad..it was so beautiful there! saw de lighted singapore flyer..so nice nice nice..gonna go there again..and de kids went to play water..walking under de spraying water all tat..so nice to be with ur loved ones!

2008-11-13T05:06:00.000-08:00

they ask u to breathe breathe breathe!

DE TOOPID US:

kechik is de one on de extreme left

TOOPID BEAM

de bad bad mr chin!!

this was my job: chop Chop CHOP!

Fiona..Xie! Not Gian..lols

Nat Ho!hohoho..

haix..sometimes i hate blogger..lols..nvm..shant elaborate..i shall do all updates in different parts okies..=)

7th November 2008, Friday
Went to National Healthy Lifestyle Campaign (NHLC) to "volunteer". thursday already went to go for briefing in the evening together with my classmates..wanted to go home straight after EMC test but was stopped by MR CHIN was standby-ing outside de classroom..lols..even if i left at 10am, i would have very little time to prepare and i need to go out again le..den de MR CHIN force us to go his lesson..we give face den stay for 10+ mins..den i jokingly told jermaine,"ehx..help us tell cher we wanna go liao ehx.." den she immediately raised up her hand and said,"ehx cher,they wanna go already." i got a shock lar! lols..but anyway thanks a lot!

chiong-ed home and rushed to city hall mrt station. de MR CHIN hai wo no time eat lunch lar..had to buy snacks and eat on de way while walking to padang..reach-ed there and waited and waited and waited and....they very late den gather us lar..hai wo rush until like tat..kns lor..play-ed basketball while waiting..play until hand pain arh..lols..

my supervisor is Kechik..she's very cute and fun! I got teamed up with eileen..eunice, yeevonn and vernice was in charge of de game Wii Tennis lar..cool lor..i kept saying wanna play..lols..den they got de testing our ur game time..den i kept playing lar..so jing zhang can..lols..super fun! lols..

after tat de event started..i was in charge of de frisbee game..at first nobody came to play lar..den after tat de queue long until no time to stop lar...we had 2 banners and each person were given 3 chances..but we only had 4 frisbees..so each side only 2..imagine us picking up de frisbees like dunno how many million billion zillion times lar..den de design so toopid..de hole behind no net or anything to block de frisbee de..den if de person score, de frisbee will fly over de barricade lor..den de other person assigned to my booth had to keep climbing over to take de frisbee..his name is beam so me and 美女started saying he have siblings called column, floor slab,roof tiles,pillar etc..lols..*no offence*

almost dinner time,i started having migraine..i couldnt eat..and de air inside de tent was so hot..outside was cooler...las time went by,my headache became worse..i think is cuz i have been bending down to pick frisbees, de blood keep rushing to my brain..and it was super hot..so mayb got heatstroke..aiya..dunno lar..i just noe de damn headache cuz my mood to go until super super low..if i was fine, i would crazy and start to irritate ppl already..

continued to nag saying i wanted to play tennis..i like to irritate ppl..so irritated yeevonn..finally i got to play! even my supervisor who was scolding me at first when i sneaked over to play came to play also lor! she even asked me to fan her..lols..she's cute!

finally we wrapped up everything..can go home le..aimei,yeevonn and peixuan they all kept thinking of ways to collect freebies de entire day..in de end, jonatons carried a whole box of de 100 plus shoe bag over to us...they also collected a lot of yoshinoya's voucher and timezone cards..den suddenly they came back with a huge box of de nescafe boxes..yay-ness..curry noodle..lols..took a few and went home..almost going to faint le..luckily i got a SUPER GOOD DAD who came to fetch me...if not i dunno how i am going to reach home safely..=D

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2008-10-21T08:13:00.000-07:00

i looooooooooveee tuesdays now..=D cuz i can slp until very very very very very very late..my late as in 12 plus in de afternoon..cooool right..dun envy me..cuz my fridays sucks..nvm..tml i needa go listen to that toopid rajes talk with her indian slang and her "very not funny but she thinks its funny" sentences..really a GILA BODOH GIRL...wrong wrong..is GILA BODOH OLD GIRL...LOL

2008-10-16T07:52:00.001-07:00

i think i miss you..

actually..i really do

2008-10-15T07:17:00.001-07:00

first week of sch..still okies i guess..but hols are better..i'm sure of tat..better appreciate de days where i can slp early..after de first week,we are gonna stay up late to do tutorials again..

oh ya..wats up with de creative thingy.this sem,almost every module has something to do with creativity..wanna kill all my creative juices izzit..lols

got a new classmate..but i only noe he is a guy and his name is kah tai..ya..and he seems to go with his own clique..so ya..our class like go so many cliques...which day will we become one big clique? waiting...

i miss de old days..where having fun was de main thing..with de kind of shitty timetable i have now..wat fun is there to talk abt..

at least i have a bunch of crazy friends to entertain me..they let me go crazy..and some will join me..=D

hope i get to reformat me com tml after gems..sians

i love you....

2008-10-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

My photos will tell u de storyyyy...enjoy=D

this is Aimei!

BBQ

my hair looks nice like this.. :p

eat eat eat

the geniuses of our class
weiling,wenyan,maya

the "bangs" sisters..cute right

they named de cat qiao ling..for i dunno wat reason..lol

EVIL MAN!!!

my bestie..FIONA!! i<3 her!

美女！！i like her hairband..

my entertainer=D

aimei is running awayyyyyyy

look at wat fiona is holding..she is going to steal my phone..lol

aimei is the background in almost every of my photo
taken using my phone

06
<3s

we went cycling
poor fiona has bruises on her leg becuz she forgot how to cyle..lol
but she learnt it again..yay=D

cs dun like yeevonn
tats why he stand so far..
LOL..just jking

up
and
down

meow meow

my notebook!

i am lazy to rotate de photo..lols

aimei...de card goddess..LOL

yeevonn brought payday
i was bankrupt..lol

had a class chalet de past few days..i got a super natural entertainer..she rocks..cuz she makes me highhhhh...lols...de stuff she says are funny..even if she is just saying something very normal, it can also make me laugh real hard..and her name issss....CHENG AI MEI!!! i love her lar..i wont feel tired with her around..

CLASS! Sing with me, "It's too late to a-polo-gize...its too late.."...LOL
My friend said knock-out and she pronounced it as NO COCK..now u noe how funny she can be right..laugh until my stomach super pain..next time got chalet CONFIRM will call her come...

thanks cs and vernice for de photos..

p.s. i hope she doesnt get angry cuz i keep going around telling everybody..but she's a nice girl!=D

ALL IN ALL, I ENJOYED MYSELF! THANKS FOR ENTERTAINING ME..ENTERTAINERS..=D

2008-09-04T07:31:00.001-07:00

NEOS!!!=D

just after a hair cut

my wonderful papa and mama<3s

there was a magnet sold there witha picture similar to this
and they sold it for $4..we ownself also can do..

OWEN LEE-sometimes adorable but most of de time naughty

audience's seats for F1

my beloved daddy!=D

yay Yay YAY!!! today was a cousins+ dad&mum day out!!! we went to sit de singapore flyer today! its super nice..de scenery rocks man..we kept taking photos..lols..long time nv go out with cousins le..=D de capsule was very big..and it was moving so steadily tat u cannot really feel tat it is moving..we saw de F1 race course and audience seats..de marine parade dam..and de national day performance platform..cool cool cool..we were so excited! i wanna come back to ride it again..but i wanna see de night view de next time..

after tat..we went for a steamboat lunch! my fav!!!! de tom yam soup rocks..even my cousin agrees!=D

we then went to town together..at first i wanted to go far east to cut hair..den after tat they suggested watching movie..in de end..we went to cine to watch movie...MY SASSY GIRL..not a really good movie..but i LOVE cathay's popcorn...den steph and zi hao went home...de rest of us proceeded to far east...walked walked walked..den finally reached..actually i was there ystd..lols..den i went to cut hair..de hairdresser is weird..watever..den i wanted to make hair extensions..i know i sounds weird..lols..but i only wanna make a few strands...tats all..like highlight like tat..but de shop owner so attitude..den it was already quite late..so we left..den we went home!=D HAPPY HAPPY DAY!

2008-09-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

she wanna kill de cake..

de great tower of root beer

cut cut cut de cake!!

fury fury cutie

i told u i simply adore de root beer

a smile from her proves tat i have done a good job!=D

LIEW LI YI says," Happy Birthday to myself!"

she is roaring at de root beer

de ice cream is YUMMY!

SMILES!

i huff and i puff and i will blow all de candles out!

de coupon tat allowed us to have a cheap and nice meal!

BEST PROMOTER OF THE YEAR

WORST PROMOTER OF THE YEAR..muahaha

introducinggg.......the Hawaiian teriyaki chicken chop!!

introducingggg.........i forgot what Salmon steak!

looks yummy right...hungry already?

the almighty root beer!

yup..we went to new york to have dinner..

membership card..cool right..i am a new yorker!

we sat in there from this.....

... to this!

the menu which shows pics of everything nice..

CAM-WHORING

cake bought for her and her sis

we are happy family!=D

at LIEW LI YI's hse

requested by libing to become retarded..

NEO PRINTS!!!

actually got more but i am too lazy to upload all..just de main ones will do

yays...today went out with lao gong-LIEW LI YI to celebrate her bday! aiyo..planning surprises can be quite tiring ehx..lols..

i wanted to surprise her with a bday cake..so i went to new york new york at city link to reserve seats and to pass them de cake before meeting her..i was afraid i would be late so i left hse 1hr 15 mins earlier..BUT i was still late..lols..i went to cck to buy her cake and made my way to city hall..de plastic bag looks ugly so i took de box out and carried de box only..lols..

i reached (newyork)2 and it was so empty..a staff named Jason took down my particulars..den i passed him de cake and left..den after a few steps..i turned back..cuz...........i forgot to pass him de candles and knife..lols..den i stood at de counter and said excuse me..he didnt hear it i suppose..he was so engrossed in writing stuff..lols..den his manager also stood there and looked at him until he almost finished writing..den he called him..lols..i passed him de candles and i left..when i left, de other staff were laughing lor..dunno laugh wat..also dunno they laughing at me or de Jason..lols..paiseh lar..haha..den they shouted, " See you later!"..so loud lar..lols

i then rushed to meet LIEW LI YI at somerset..i tot i was late..BUT she was later..lols..hai wo guilty..hahas...den we went to cine to take neoprints!!=D haven done tat for AGES..missed it loads..did lots of toopid faces..but it was fun..i reserved de seats for 6pm..so i was trying to drag time..cuz if de restaurant was empty den it wouldnt have an effect when we sang de bday song right..

den went to heeren to walk walk..by then my leg already very tired..cuz i didnt have a seat all de way from cck to city hall..i love heels cuz they make me look taller and make my leg look nice ..lols..but they really make my feet hurt ALOT!! rested for a while den went to walk..i was trying to drag time again..walking slowly and making liyi go into almost every store..hahas..actually not really every store..but she didnt see anything she liked..tot of buying her a bday present..but she cannot make up her mind..lols..

den at around 5.35pm, we walked towards somerset to take a train to city hall..we den went to (new york)2..when we reached there, de place was totally empty can..lols..we sat there for very long..looking at de menu..den the other two groups of ppl who were in de restaurant also left..at one point of time we were de only customers in de restaurant..lols..we started taking photos cuz de staff were all not around cuz they were having a briefing before de dinner time starts..cam-whored like mad..den we couldnt decide wat to eat..kept changing..lols..de root beer rocks lar(highly recommended!!) LIEW LI YI ate slamon steak and i ate de chicken chop..actually de chicken chop is super nice..but becuz its too saltish, i just couldn't finish it..by this time..de restaurant was filled with ppl and there was even a queue! lols..when LIEW LI YI finished her salmon, i asked de manager to serve her cake..tat was then she realised de first part of de surprise..den they took a longggggggg time preparing de cake..hai wo tot de manager mistook what i said..lols..den de second part of de surprise...de staff at (new york)2 will sing de bday song for u!! lols..she was so shocked and paiseh lar...haha..den took a photo using a polaroid..its a camera where de photo taken is an instant photo..cool right...i got sincerity de okies..den we ate de cake..it was nice!!! den we headed home...i mean LIEW LI YI's home..

cuz her little sis has de same bday as her(cool right), she also bought a cake to celebrate with her family and she invited me too!=D went up to her hse..waited for her 2nd sis to come back..den..we took out de cake and they started taking photos!! oh ya..didnt imagine LIEW LI YI's father to be so cute.. helped de LIEW 家 to take a family photo with de polaroid..den we sang de bday song..and they took more photos..lols..they blew de candles! yay.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIEW LI YI AND LIEW CHAY HUEY!! LOLS..LIEW LI YI's mum requested that i helped them take another family photo using de polaroid..me being de nice girl(
!!!!) agreed of cuz..de 2nd one was nicer..den i played with chay huey's hamster..so cute..fury fury..lols..den i left for homeeee...luckily LIEW LI YI lend me a pair of slippers..if not i think i will not be able to walk homee..lols..

had lots of fun todayyy..hope LIEW LI YI 小姐 is happy with what i planned today=D
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!
I LOVE YOU!<3
p.s. friend is better than bf..told u already.. :p

2008-08-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

yay!!! exams are FINALLY OVER!! is time to celebrate and playyyyyyyy.....yessssss..lols..i have been waiting so long for this day to come!=D i got a big smilee on my face..and i gave a big hug to nJ after de irritating materials paper..lols..went to bugis with dee right after de paper..yes..i just cant wait..we went to eat steamboat..and guess wat..she said something bad and then in a split second, she got her retribution! lols..believe in karma okies..lols..went to bugis street..she saw lots of things..and wanted to buy lots of things..for me..i bought a belt..a watch..a tee..yups..saw a few pretty stuff but its too ex..no money liaox..next looking forward to,is going out with my beloved laogong..i miss her so much!!! her birthday is coming and i haven bought her a present..i really dunno wat to give her..think hard vian!

i <3 nJ!

2008-08-21T03:28:00.000-07:00

i really feel that my mum is biased..at least in my opinion..ystd i called my mum..wanting to ask her to help me buy de flu medicine cuz i forgot to do so on my way home in the afternoon. In the end, she did not pick up the phone. when she came back i asked her why she didnt answer her phone and she claimed that her phone didnt ring. i told her i wanted to ask her help me buy de flu med and she said why didnt i buy it myself and said i was lazy to do so. but u noe wat? she bought back dinner for my bro and said my bro called her to ask her to do so..

In Vian v Mum [2008], the mum always asked vian to do things but always thought that she didnt do enough or she did a bad job. Her mum never asked her son to do stuff,even if she did, she would do it for her son if he refused to do so. Vian's courts ruled that this amounted to biasness.

With reference to the above case, it can be proven that vian's mum's action was biased.

2008-08-20T07:18:00.000-07:00

finally i persuaded myself to blog..lols..i had a hard time studying for law..i dunno why its so hard..i mugged till my brain felt as if it was going to explode..law is down..thats good..so i allowed myself to rest for 1 night..but too bad..i was already having fever and now i have a headache..oh well..imagine me memorising stuff while having fever..

haix..tml have to get back to hit the books again..i really hate mugging..but i dun mind normal lessons and homework..they are not as tedious as exams..exams really kill alot of my brain cells..no wonder i have a headache..

wish me luck ppl..hope i dun slack too much..

i love ALMOST everybody in the world! =D

2008-07-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

WTF WTF WTF WTF..de toopid fcuker is fcking irritating..i have to pay to buy myself 3 hrs...wat kind of fcuking logic is this..not having enough hrs is none of our prob can..is that fcuker dun have enough stuff for us to do can..tat time ask us to relax..she will find something for us to do..den now that fcuker is asking us to be worried..only those who went to terrapinn have enough hrs lar..i am not angry with those who went to terrapinn..they were made to do so..i am fcuked up with de fcuker..the hate in me increases as de days go by..how can such a fcuking irritting fcuker exist in this world..i really wanna change a teacher!! anyone will do but not her..how are we going to live on?! dying...

2008-07-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

today went to sing with fiona, aimei and eunice...very fun..we still say wanna do it every month but eunice thinks its too little..lols..de maggie noodle there was super nice! especially de hotdog and the soup..free summore..in total..4 ppl drank 13 cups of drinks..imba right..lols..we kept drinking cuz we wanted to try de different flavors..i love de apple one best! we sang from about 12+ to 6..sing until so tired..want to slp liaox..fiona left early..guess she gonna meet her cousin..aimei IS a funny girl..lols..shld go out with classmates more often..its fun..hmm..feel like going out with nJ..lols..she seems quite fun too..bet she's gonna be very happy if she sees this..lols..I LOVE SINGING!!

2008-06-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

一段名言:

男人是不值得你为他而哭,
但值得的那一个不会让你哭.

我一直很努力的说服自己相信这段话,
但我实在做不到.真的好难好难.

与其忘了,不如把它收在心里的深处,让它成为我生活里的故事.

2008-06-09T11:00:00.000-07:00

today went out with ying to SING!!! haven done tat with her for ages...sang to our hearts' content!! lols..but it was super cold..anyway lao gong..thanks for ur present!! u didnt wrap it anyway..lols..

okies..now de most impt part of de whole day..i was with a guy who was not a gentleman, who was trying to act a gentleman, but who didnt succeed in de end at all..his fcuking attitude irritates me ALOT..watever lar..not going out with him ever again..I DUN CARE..he SUCKS..sorry lao gong..

to any guy who reads me blog: if u dun have de ability to treat a girl den DONT..just tell me straight in de face..i will pay for myself...i dun care abt de face thingy..who cares abt face if u cant afford it..a true gentleman is sumone who says truthfully tat he cant afford to treat..but will when he has de ability to..

u wanna be a gentleman? OH..WATEVER.......................

2008-05-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

ai mei is a funny girl!! lols..i love my class..except..u noe wat i mean..lols

2008-05-22T01:00:00.001-07:00

thanks germaine!!

yay..我好幸福啊！i am so happy today!!! thanks all who sent me smses..in de end my phone hang..den have to go repair..lols..just now went to sch..den ppl started wishing me happy birthday too!!lols..jermaine gave me a garfield post-card..so cute..thanks!!=D principal peixuan and teacher fiona gave me famous amos cookies as b'day present!! i love them..we had lunch at pizza hut after the site visit..mei nu leaked out de cake secret..lols...so funny..she cant keep secrets..LOL..had a chocolate cake from prima deli..yummmy!! thanks a lot guys..elfie..mei nu..jermaine..cs..maya..atikah..fiona..wenyan..weiling..eunice..aimei and yeevonn were there to sing me the happy birthday song!! in de end..px and fiona paid for my lunch again..they 2 spent a lot of money for my birthday..next time i must buy big big present for them..lols..Thanks everybody!! i feel super LOVED today!!=D

famous amos cookies!!<3s

postcard from jermaine

flower from owen, my little cousin

chocolate photo frame!!looks real..lols

notebook from maya

2008-05-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

thanks guozz and ice...lols..today they treated me to sakae...super nice of them...spent a lot of money..love them lots...before dinner we went to CSC to play pool and bowling...i owned pool and ice owned bowling...guozz nth...lols..den we went to have dinner..we ate super fast..lols..in a while we finished everything...they bill was damn ex...but got a treat from both of them so i was not worried at all..lols..after tat..went to comics connection to buy ice'scomics...she bought so many man..lols..i dun really like reading..but nvm..den we went to the arcade..we started playing the photo hunt..spot de differences..touch screen one...but we keep getting stuck at level 7..so only get 5th place..den we saw 2 super imba guys playing time crisis II...they 超级厉害sia..i tink they only put money once and they completed the whole game ehx...imba..den one of de guys damn cute..when got bomb come he will siam one..as in he ownself siam..super funny...den we went play spot de difference again..but is the joystick one...we played until level 57(if i'm not wrong)...spent abt $6 plus..den very 紧张one..lols..but very fun...however..our score is not even half of the high score can...in de end we found out we are not even in the top 5...lols lar..i said i wanted go home at 9pm..in de end left at 10 plus..lols..fun day..thanks a lot guys..=D

2008-04-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

perhaps i shld let go and begin a new story tml..

2008-03-29T08:20:00.000-07:00

sians..having fever now..den i cannot go out liaos..wth lorhx..stand in de sun for a few hrs also will kena fever orhx..LOLS..i sleep whole day but de fever still dun go away..now got headache summore..sians..faster recover leh..i wanna go out!!

2008-03-27T07:30:00.001-07:00

i really hate being alone

2008-03-25T07:37:00.000-07:00

yay..today went to marina square with guozz and ice..long time haven laughed so hard le..guozz..u sure are funny..lols..so much fun to be with my sec sch frens..especially when we haven seen each other for almost a year..tats long..guozz and i met at yew tee first so have lunch..and we didnt expect us to finish de food so quickly..i already ate very slowly ehx..den took train to cck to wait for ice..BUT she was still late..lols..hai wo kena rain...lols..den we took train to city hall and walked to marina square...(how did marina square get its name when it isnt square??)crapped a lot in de train..i think a lot of ppl were looking at us but we didnt notice..lols..we went to play bowling and guess wat?? i WON!! lols..here are de scores..

Guozz 89 74 88 total 251
Ice 72 116 125 total 313
Vian 110 98 124 total 332

yay!!! i am so proud of myself even if de results are not very good..lols..win guozz can liao..=D guozz..dun sad..jiayou..lols..den we went to play arcade..ice is damn good at bishi bashi can..pro de lorhx..she said she played it since young so i got nothing to say...den went to play pool...i also WON guozz..i am happy de lorhx..den we went to eat de jap restaurant..de food quite nice and i went bankrupt..i'm so glad to have guozz around to save me..lols..but sometimes guozz quite bad..but like tat den fun...all in all...i had lots of fun...thanks guys..=D

2008-02-17T06:37:00.000-08:00

can de world just shut up..i cant stand it...stop asking me to go to places i dun wish to be...stop asking me to believe in something i DUN EVEN BELIEVE EXISTS!!!!!! JUST STOP AND GO AWAY!!! I HATE DE WAY U ARE DOING IT!! STOP TRYING..U WILL NEVER SUCCEED.......just stop and go away..please..

why were u not there when i needed u de most...

2008-01-19T07:32:00.000-08:00

REALLY glad u came...

2008-01-16T08:22:00.000-08:00

JUST WANNA SCREAM AND SHOUT TILL I BECOME HOARSE....

JUST WANNA FIND A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON....

JUST WANNA CRY TILL MY TEARS RUN DRY....

JUST WANNA BE WAT I NORMALLY AM NOT....

JUST WANNA SAY TAT I....

JUST WANNA....

JUST....

....

2008-01-15T00:40:00.000-08:00

WHY DO WE ALWAYS LEARN TO CHERISH ONLY AFTER WE LOSE IT.....

2008-01-12T01:25:00.000-08:00

I NEVER REGRETTED LEAVING

ITS ONLY

I AM SAD

THAT I HAVE TO MAKE

SUCH CHOICE

2007-12-29T02:49:00.000-08:00

Its de most precious thing-my prized possession..

2007-12-29T02:47:00.001-08:00

I AM SAD..I REALLY AM

2007-12-25T07:55:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU

2007-12-13T08:54:00.000-08:00

as de days passes..de time i have left in JJ is getting lesser and lesser..o1 is gonna be de only camp left tat i am going to take part as a JJcian..everytime i think of this, i feel as if there are knives stabbing into my heart..it really hurts..even though at first i decided on JJ becuz of its leaders stuff, over time i have grown to love de place..de environment and most importantly de ppl..i hate to leave my friends..my teachers...as well as de leaders..after spending such a long period of time with a bunch of crazy ppl arnd me..i find it hard to leave things behind..but leaving is de only choice for me..i tried very hard but i still failed..u may think mayb i haven worked hard enough..but i have already put in my all becuz i feared this day...i tried my best to prevent it frm happening but it still did...i think jc is not for me..i really cant keep up so i have to let go..wondering how i am gonna survive jj night with all tat emo-ness..but i noe somebody will be there for me..somone who has been thru it b4...she would understand me best..hope i will feel better when i start my poly life..hopes for de best...u are de one i cant bear to leave most..but looking at u frm afar is enough for me..

HEARTBROKEN

2007-09-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

hees..today went to study with my 2 besties..my bestie meet my other bestie=D...was quite fun..hahas...de JOEL NG KUAN BOON said a very toopid thing which made my lao gong and i laughed till wanna drop can...hahas..wanna know? come ask me urself lorhx..almost died..hahas..laugh till crying and stomach cramp liaox..said many toopid things...laugh many times...den we went to play pool...damn funny also..anyway..was laughing de whole day..lao gong say laughing can jian fei..hope what she said was true..hahas..rushed to jp to meet mum to buy gifts for my relatives..den went home..tml going to study again..hmm...dunno what will happen tml...hope for de best for promos..

2007-09-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

hees..tat day went out with...........................my evil twin!!hahas..2 siao vivians on de loose..hahas..it was fun going out with her..we went k-ing and her voice sounded weird..hahas...guess she hasnt recovered from her sorethroat..sang damn high songs and went rather crazy..den slowly went to singing slow songs..de l

chicken seems to taste all de same at kbox..hahas..or mayb its me..but i simply love de green green thingy..we went to take neos after that..simply love it!!after tat we went to walk walk at imm...bought doughnuts..look yummy but dunno if they taste yummy..after tat went back to jj cuz evil twin wanted to meet darren...evil twin..darren..keith...kenny..me and another guy den went to de airport to fetch de councillors..we walked and walked but just couldnt decide where to eat..den i came up with a dumb idea and it worked!! BK it shall be..de plane landed early BUT they came out like and hr later...they had a debrief inside..can u believe it..they even had a "clap clap...JJ!!" sort of dismmisal..if i were those parents..i would already screamed at them to let my kids off..hahas..den we trained hm..love going out with my evil twin..must go out again if i have de chance!!

2007-09-09T07:49:00.000-07:00

to lazy to blog so now den blog..sorry...haha

on 2 sept went to town with my laogong...my 2 cousins tagged along and they were damn cute...de younger one was rather shy at first..but after he warmed up, he started talking non-stop..but anyway nobody was listening to him so it was still fine..haha..reached orchard and we went to cine to take neos and play arcade!!first time taking neos with 2 small kids..hahas...rather cute..so glad my laogong didnt mind..but i made her wait rather long...sorry bout tat..den we went hunting for a place to eat...wanted to eat at ajisen but just cant find it..den we decide to walk into a jap restaurant and we found de to ex..and we walked out..hahas..den we finally found ajisen!! laogong and me ate volcano ramen...it isnt hot at all can..laogong treated de 2 young ones to a box of popcorn!!it was rather nice though..thanks!! had a fun day with laogong...and it was only when i reached home tat i found out i forgot to buy laogong her bday present...must buy it someday and pass it to her soon..love ya lao gong!!

i got a new haircut!

2007-08-28T05:10:00.000-07:00

hahas...wanted to go cut my hair for a ong long time but until today den go cut lorhx...i went in den de boss was tokin on de phone..i sat down den an auntie come ask me want to cut hair izzit..den i say yah..den she dun care me den went to eat her food ehx...wth.....den de boss tok on de phone for sooooooooo long..nobody wanna care bout me can..den another guy came back..he ask me if i wanna cut hair..i say yah again..den he go eat his tinks arhx..there de ppl got sumtink wrong lorhx..arent de customers supposed to come first?! den when de boss finish tokin den he ask them faster eat den help me cut hair...den he go read mag...wth...finally got ppl help me cut hair..i only cut shorter a little bit...den fringe cut shorter...now like xiao mei mei larhx..hahas..dunno how my friends will react tml..hahas..shld be start with,"haha!!........"i will slowly get used to it..=)

me and lao gong at mu chuan

2007-08-05T03:48:00.000-07:00

outing with dee..ningg and pingg

2007-08-05T03:36:00.000-07:00

og13 outing!!

2007-08-05T03:06:00.000-07:00

lots of activities this weekend!!!

2007-08-05T01:51:00.001-07:00

hahas...tis is going to be a very long post...hmm..lets see..i shall write this in parts..

Thursday 2ndAugust2007
today went out with lao gong right after cll common test...was so excited but was completely mentally drained after cll...threw up all de information tat i could remember for cll...hahas..first met lao gong at AMK hub to watch ALONE..is scary de larhx..lao gong still say not scary...wth larhx..keep getting shocked..hahas..this "ghost" come out no warning de lorhx..tats why its scary..hahas..lao gong imba..still can chat on de phone in de cinema..hahas..so inconsiderate..luckily nv tio hoot...after watching movie we went to walk walk a while..den met jeff to have dinner..it was damn early arhx..he wanted fried fish bee hoon den my lao gong go help him buy first...den after tat she said she wanted to eat de same thing den ask me go buy..lame lorhx..hahas...den we chatted and chatted and chatted...DEN...we forgot de time and jeff was almost late!! hahas..den we flew to where his competiton was held..he went to join the "Be A Star" singing competition arhx..den me and my lao gong go support him lorhx..good horx..it was at orchard's Party World KTV...den de competition started...some of de contestants were good but some were not even passable..only 10 could get into de next quater-finals..de result was only announced at 11 plus..so anxious+nervous lorhx...den when de mc read jeff's number..i and my lao gong stunned..when he repeated de number again den we realised it was jeff...we scream damn loud can..hahas..happy for him...he can sing damn nice..heard him sing at mu chuan b4...now i chong bai him le..my ou xiang..hahas..we waited for jeff while they were discussing the details for de next round..jeff asked us to go support him as de results were partly based on votes..but its on a monday...i dun think i can..u noe my parents..anyway de next day is a school going day pls..dunno larhx..see how when de time comes...after we took de train home..we were so scared we would miss de last train..hahas..slept at about 2 plus..tired..

Friday 3rdAugust2007
today morning woke up at 11 plus..was in a daze...yesterday lx asked if wanna go play pool...but we couldnt find more ppl to go with us...den in de end we went to play bowling....performance wasnt too good but acceptable cuz higher den lx can le..hahas!! after tat we went to school to meet de rest of my og to go have dinner and fun!!!toopid tommy ask us meet in sch..lame ehx..me..jes..lx..xl..ck all waited outside for abt an hr DEN de rest of them came out can..almost died...den we proceeded to marina square ti have seoul garden...lots of probs cropped up..they dun have seats that could put us all together...tommy tried very hard to ak if we still wanted to have SG but nobody bothered to give him a definite answer..could sensed tat he was pissed..i ent to try and get responses..i knew the guys would say anything...de girls didnt even answer me..i almost died...in de end i dont care le..just say yes and got everybody inside...at first we were seated separately..we started shifting closer and closer and finally we were all together...everybody got their wish..=)we started eating and eating and eating...damn full can...ai ting and i were still eating when xingyi and jes already CMI liaox..hahas..jian le and chin hong were scary arhx.ate a lot..dunno how many plates of meat..we 4 girls eat 2 plates of meat wanna die liaox lorhx..hahas..den de toopid chin hong go fry egg...confirm fail one can..hahas...den jian le dropped an egg and it landed in front of jes..she was pretty pissed...hahas..luckily tommy jian yi yong wei..go "rescue" her..hahas..den we found out a big secret!!! jian le and jes are together!! hahas...jkjk..cuz they were doing de same actions at de same time larhx...rubbing their stomachs..hahas..same rythym summore..hahas..while we were all having fun and talking about obscene stuff...we realised xl's table was still eating ehx!!! scary arhx..xl one person ate 3 plates of meat and his stomach was still very flat can..this kind of ppl disgusting lorhx..when they finally ate enough..we went to cam whore again...my mum forced me to reach hm b4 11..i was rushing for time but stayed to provide my cam for use..hahas..took a few photos and i pulled ai ting to fly hm with me..toopid xl keep reminding me of de time larhx..making me so nervous..den in de end i ran home..hahas..den de day ended..me reaching hm at 1115...mintues b4 my dad returned and luckily my mum didnt say anything..hahas..went to slp...tired again..

Saturday 4thAugust2007
today went out with apg..met dee..ningg and pingg at je at 12 but i was late..lele said she would rush down as soon as her od debrief ended..we went over to bugis first...waited for her at bugis..den called her...she said they were still looking at de video..den asked us to go have lunch first...we went to have mos burgers...nice!! den we started our shopping hunt..hahas..went over to bugis street..as usual..a lot ppl..quite long nv come le..used to rush here right after sch with lao gong..haven done in months..hahas..went around looking...nobody found anything wanted..den we passed by this shop..forgot wat name le..dee showed me de "I'm the evil twin" shirt..was excited..hahas..den saw the "Don't blame me..my evil twin did it shirt" hahas..very suitable for me and evil twin..hahas..borrowed money frm ningg and dee..bought for me and evil twin..hope she will like it...den lao gong asked me if i wanna go hear jeff sing at mu chuan later at night...of course i wan arhx..hear my ou xiang sing ehx..i scared to ask my mum cuz there's a 99.99% of her saying no..hahas and true enough she said no..my mood dropped to de bottom..i was so sad..she asked me to go ask my dad..den dee they all wanted to take neos..i had no choice but to try to lift up my spirits for that few minutes..i called my dad but he didnt pick up..was so worried..den ningg they all were cam-whoring while i was in temp depression mode..hahas..den finally my dad calledme back..and he agreed without further thinking...hahas!!! was so happy!!! my mood immediately bounced back to estatic mode..hahas..den start cam-whoring with de rest..dee had to leave at 5 to meet another friend..den we waved her goodbye..i pingg and ningg continued strolling arnd..lao gong asked me to go new cathay look for her..den we were not very sure where it was..den called ah pek to ask..de one who knows all about town..hahas..love him lots!! den we saw this anna sui roadshow which u pay to get photoshoot..den we saw this girl which looked like a princess and even more so with her hairdo..damn nice..we all decided to wait and see wat she will turn out to be like after changing...but to our horror...she was matched with de wrong dress...damn ugly..totally spoiled her whole image can..haix..wasted lorhx..but luckily only taking de upper half of de body...she also couldnt wear any accessories that were on loan there as she had a small crown on her head and it was of a diff brand frm de other accesories..so cannot be put 2gether..sad...we left after seeing her take her photos..den pingg and ningg were thinking where to go to get bottoms that were cheap and nice..i couldnt think of nay..sorry couldnt be of any help..den i went to meet lao gong and jeff..they went to watch jay's movie..after meeting up with them dunno why so high..was crapping alot arhx..hahas..but soon stopped..scared later leave bad impression on jeff..hahas..den was rushing again with jeff..as long as there is jeff..is rush rush rush..hahas..went to mu chuan..sat down at our fav sofa seat..was hungry..den ate fried rice...was hungry but dunno why no appetite..den while eating halfway..suddenly felt i was sea sick lorhx..scary..hahas..felt dizzy..rested for a while den felt alright..think i was having fever for a while..den it went away..music therapy works!! hahas..this only applies to jeff's..hahas..they started singing at 8 plus until 1130..nice arhx..recorded a few of his songs...jeff's friends wrote so many songs for them to sing larhx..xiang yao lei shi ta men arhx..hahas..she was still saying she thinks its not enough..hahas larhx!! listened to them go crazy after de thing ended..stayed till 3 plus 4..wanted to wait for jeff but lao gong say he always sing till 7 plus..den she kept saying wan to go le..den i pei her go lorhx..was waiting for NR3 when suddenly we saw one 3N..den we asked de uncle..and surprisingly..it went to a bus stop that was nearer to lao gong's hse den NR3...seems like it also goes past north5..dunno whether izzit our hse there...next time must go check it out...hahas..den went over to cck de 24hrs coffee shop to have breakfast..hahas..we talked abt stuff and lao gong told me a lot of things abt jeff arhx..he's damn cute ehx..hahas..a bit envy lao gong..buts its okies...to be close to my ou xiang is good enough..hahas..but he sumtimes very pian xin de ehx..like i dont exist de..hmph..nvm..forgive him..hahas..den abt 530 tot got train den separated frm lao gong le..she went hm and i went to take train hm..waited at de mrt station..pls larhx..de mrt 545 den come ehx..hai wo wait 15 mins..leg very suan arhx..hahas..went home den went to slp le..buay tahan le..damn tired...woke up at 12 plus cuz my cousins coming over..now still tired ehx..hope to go to mu chuan someday soon..but seems like its going to be quite diff le..haix..hope my parents can de more flexible..HOPE..

lots of activities this weekend!!!

2007-08-05T01:51:00.000-07:00

2007-07-29T08:08:00.000-07:00

STRESSED................................common test is just tml...i have not finished revising.........wth...really hate it...everybody's hopes on me..but i dun think i can do it..everybody's saying can de...but i tink its quite impossible..i noe it myself..i really loved jc life but i tink i have to give it up...i really cant cope..i am just hanging on to see if miracles happen..BUT..they dont..seriously..continuing would only mean wasting of my parents' money....i have let them down...i chose this path but i didnt give it my best..i really cant hold much longer...verge of letting go.......hate my life..

2007-07-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

i hate my life...actually quite stressed up but if tell ppl i stress they also dun believe de larhx...i seem to be so slack..so heck care...results also like shit..stress wat sia..i totally hate my life..children born during de yr that i am born in all de way to now and even future will have damn stressed life arhx...so ke lian..haix..no wonder there are decreasing birth rates arhx..parents cant bear to see their children suffer in this super competitive world..haix..i am just crapping..how i wish life can just stop here...right now....................

a great youth day!

2007-07-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

today is youth day and i got de ah pek gang to come over to my hse to have steamboat + grill..cool right..hahas..i met them at yew tee station at 10am but in de end only pingg was there larhx..den de toopid lele classmate sms me say she only just woke up..wth larhx..den ningg said she will be late so me..dee and pingg went to de foodcourt to have breakfast..den ningg came to look for us and we went to NTUC to get more food!!i was practically de only one taking things..de other 3 were like going crazy over ningg's new turtle-punktur..hahas..we paid for our stuff den we proceeded to my hse..once they arrived,they all stayed in my room larhx..as usual...it was me preparing de food..i noe pingg was kind..she offered help but i did it all myself instead..(thanks pingg for rendering help!!) i finished preparing b4 12 den we were waiting for de lele classmate to come b4 we start..we pressurized her so much that she took a cab down..hahas..we gave her a punishment by making her play twister..it was damn funny seeing ppl get twisted larhx..i laughed till i fell to de floor..hahas!! after tat we started our grill..it was damn nice can..yummy!!(ah pek is so going to regret for not coming*evil laugh*)den we proceeded on to our soup steamboat..it was tom yam soup!!so cool can..de soup was nice!!not very hot den sour sour de..den SUDDENLY..something happened to dee...but cannot tell..we had a hard time getting her to stop thinking about it and stop crying..she just couldny settle down..haix..but luckily she returned back to normal after playing badminton..hahas..we went back to our hse and we decided to go to de super big uncle ringo carnival..i even showered and got ready to leave de hse le...just den..dee started saying going there not worth..de fun rides cost at least $7.50 and there was still an entrance fee to be collected..wth logic is this larhx!!! shitter lorhx..i was quite disappointed but soon forgot about it..we decided to go to IMM..we went there..couldnt decide wat to eat..went to de foodcourt..den we all decided to have........dessert for dinner..hahas!!we all couldnt finish anyway..we walked around for a while..den we went home..got scolded for coming home late...but its okies..used to it le..today was a fun day!! hope u all enjoyed it..got chance come again!!i just simply love de grilled food..

de crazy time at imm

2007-06-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

IMM

2007-06-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

today went out with ah pek gang again..but missing ah pek and yee le de ever busy business woman..hahas..we went to IMM after de torturing tests..hello..friday is supposed to be a relaxing day can..its de end of de week can..haix..we had fun at IMM..walking around to look at things and touch here touch there..de toopid girls wanted to bring me to a hidden toilet at a corner..den walk so long den reach de toilet...took photos in de toilet..u noe..girls are all like this de mahx..den we went to ajisen to eat my fav tom yum ramen!!! so happy lorhx...cuz i very long never eat le..we had fun eating and taking photos too!! it feels great to be around with good friends..=)..there is a possibility of them coming to my hse on monday but not confirm..but if they come i really hope it will be fun!! i wanna have a good laugh after such a stressed week..hope my results wont be too nan kan..

ponning pc..

2007-06-29T08:37:00.000-07:00

today i tried something i have never done before..that is pon pc..what de hell larhx..kana caught..de cher started taking attendance for de class den she ask de whole class come look for us summore..we went back den de cher asked my classmate where did she go and unexpectedly she responded, "i ran away."..cool right..she is sumone whom i believe to be quite shy de..but actually gave de cher such a response and quite loud too..hahas..we felt quite great admitting to our own mistakes and even pledging not to pon pc again..hahas..but at least we are brave enough to admit out mistake, apologise and never repeat de mistake again..not like SOMEBODY...run le..cher ask so many times...point at her summore still dun admit..obviously de cher noe le right..de cher even said,"since i already scolded u all..just admit who were de ones that ran away."..wth larhx..a few of us quite pissed off...where got such a friend de..as de chinese saying goes: Huan nan jian zhen qing...haix..i shall forgive but consider about forgetting..she can forget about gaining my trust again..cindy and li ping..i love u!!! thanks for going thru everything with me!!

here is de "Ah Pek Gang Dolls" te xie ji

2007-06-27T03:24:00.000-07:00

we show love..its a heart shape but not very obvious..

toopid cindy's irritating turtle..call irritur larhx..

couples=)

guy power!!
girl power!!

wat's down there?
the traffic light

Dolls of the Ah Pek Gang unite!!

liping's pek ah ah

ningg's pek xiu xiu
ah pek's pek hehe
my pek gong gong
cindy's pek pai pai
lele's pek dao dao

Aren't they cute?

De birth if de "Ah Pek Gang Dolls"

2007-06-26T04:03:00.000-07:00

finally update le..hahas..i no blog is cuz no time if not lazy to blog...
today went to JP again together with de usual 5 to eat..lele classmate said she wanted to go to comics connection buy a new turtle..we followed her in den started to help her look for a cute and nice turtle..we were touching almost every hp strap larhx..de shop lady was rather irritated by our actions..hahas..den an interesting idea emerged...lele classmate asked if we wanted to get a common item to become our gang stuff..we started looking around again..we were asking each other this one can or not..that one can or not..hahas..i sian diao liaox den went out of de shop to look at de display window...i was looking out for a suitable,nice and affordable item..den i saw this figure thingy with different faces on it...i called de rest out and they all agreed it was suitable becuz it had faces that suited our personalities...we den started choosing de ones that we wanted...we discussed for abt 15 mins den we asked de rather irritated lady to take de dolls out for us..den after we paid for de dolls right..i saw a brown one which was in de place of de red one...i love brown lorhx..den cindy and yee le tried to help me ask if can change den de toopid uncle say wat he already keyed in de barcode den cannot change..toopid lorhx..cannot just change de doll arhx..wth..but nvm..i still love de yellow one aniway..yeah..we finally have a common item!! mine is yellow with a gong face therefore its called Pek Gonggong..hahas..

The "Ah Pek Gang Dolls":
Ah Pek-Red-Pek He1he1
Vian-Yellow-Pek Gong3gong3
Lele-Green-Pek Dao1dao1
Liping-White-Pek Ah1ah1
Cindy-Blue-Pek Pai4pai4
Ningg-Pink-Pek Xiu1xiu1

i will try to blog more often from today..hahas...try horx..

biasness

2007-04-14T03:22:00.000-07:00

so disappointed in my mum..i know that parents bound be biased but its getting too much for me to accept..even outsiders can feel it too...its so obvious..but she doesnt know it..living in hell...struggling to breath..

nothing much today..

2007-04-09T08:07:00.000-07:00

haix..today nth much..pon yoga..in de end have to go make up..sianx..not i wanna pon..is i nv bring shirt..sianx..forgot all bout it..todays maths test was not difficult..only tat i dunno how to do...i am so dumb..hear ppl saying de maths test so easy..reached home at bout 830...watched tv!! den do chem..den play com..my life is so boring.......................................i going slp le...gotta pay attention for lectures tml..

sianx..

2007-04-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

haix..stuck at home today..so bored..but at least i went out yesterday..=) went to eat steamboat with my classmates..de food was really nice and de price was reasonable..de soup was damn nice..as i talk about it i feel like eating..hahas..tml got maths test...i haven even finish memorising de formulas..i am so going to fail larhx..haix..cuz i dun have a maths as well as pure chem background..i find it quite tough...have to work a lot times harder den anybody else..but i just cant seem to get into de studying mood..trying my best to force myself..got to hang on..i need to fufil my dreams..my ultimate aim...jia you!!

tell or not??

2007-04-05T20:04:00.000-07:00

sianx..forgot all about it..think now he noes about it le bahx..should i go get an definite answer?
in a state of confusion..mayb its still not de right time yet..lets wait and see bahx..

crying frm inside..

2007-03-26T07:11:00.001-07:00

this post is just for me to say how i feel..u dont really have to read it..

tried as hard as i could to prevent it..but it still happened.............
=(...sat..specially met liyi to go mac to look for J...J was quite irritating..ask so many ques den come look for me..J den saw something which i forbided J to..i was "off-guard" and left it on de table...J took it..i started screaming but i couldnt snatch it back in time...i dont noe why but i immediately broke down into tears..i stopped a while later and simply refused to talk....J tot that it was just a small matter and left with a simple good-bye...to J it may mean nothing but to me it meant almost de world...dont askme why i cared so much becuz if i knew de ans i wont be so irritated...wanted to ignore J...but it was so difficult...J is just living de days as normal...i dont tink J really noes how i feel....but forget it...i am just so small...5 yrs 2mnths 26days.............................................

tried to prevent it but it still happened
tried to ignore it but i couldnt
tried to forget but it has left a deep mark in my heart
tried to forgive but i tink i didnt even blame
tried to give up but de feeling just keeps coming back
tried to stop but it keeps carrying on
tried to hate but its so difficult
tried to say but still kept quiet

wanting to try...trying...tried........................now i am tired.......

being an ogl for de first time...

2007-03-10T23:02:00.000-08:00

Finally a chance to experience what it is like to become an ogl.First admin day, reported in school at 6 plus., woke up at 5.Did not feel tired i also dunno why.I was really looking forward to seeing my campers.All de ogls were so excited.This is de very camp all de ogls is doing.We went to de gates o welcome de campers.Hey all had de "what are all these crazy people trying to do" kind of look.Images of me when i was a camper flashed past.i remembered all of us were like this too! haha.After assembly, de long day of boring talks began..could see lot of campers wanting to die of boredom already..i could not really interact with my campers cuz i needed to help out at de other 2nd intake family..if got chance i faster run back to my og to talk with them..during de boring talks, i was so tired i fell asleep for a while..Finally it was time for mass dance!!!my fav..after tat was a briefing for de campers for de orientation camp!! cant wait for camp day 1!!!

den came camp day 1...as de campers were streaming in..i felt more and more excited.camp is gonna be so much fun!i started interacting with my og7 and got to know tat my og has a lot of guys..after morning assembly, we went to our family spot to have our family time. we started teaching de campers cheers and claps.surprisingly,they started doing together with us! they had all got used to de cheering and some were rather high.de ogls were so happy as our worries are gone.In de afternoon, we had mass games.i played together with them and it was so much fun!a lot of them were very high as we were playing de games although de games were rather boring.(its de water part that is interesting)After dinner was song singing session.we were at Lt5 getting very high and jumping about.However some campers were quite tired and ended up very sian.then came night games!! de ogls were so anxious and we were chioning during de night games.de campers refused to run and we kept trying by pushing them and asking them to run..fortunately, it paid off.they started running but rather slowly(at least they ran).Den it was time to sleep.de campers were very happy to noe that they are about to go to slp as they were all tired out.we rushed them to slp and went for de ogls debrief. we were all very sleepy.i almost fell aslp(but i didnt).Mr Chua den asked those who were about to fall aslp to go to de back and stand so that they are able to last through de briefing.we wanted to stay up and prepare de dance for jj night and de og gift but Mr Chua didnt allow.We washed up and went to slp around 2 plus.Recharging for camp day 2...

woke up at 5 to prepare for camp day 2!!although had only about 3hrs of slp, we must put on an alert face in front of de campers.we had our briefing before going to de hall.we went into de hall and started cheering.de campers got a shock!!their expressions were so funny!! one particular camper refused to wake up and so de ogls surrounded her and started doing de "bom-bom pak

"cheer.de floor was shaking but she refused to wake up.eventually we pulled away her sleeping bag and asked her to wake up.den came morning PT.this time de Pt was worse den wat we had for Ogl camp...de pumpings were crazy.BUT it did wake me up.830 we had mass dance and i started going crazy.i was dancing with my og's camper.i mearly drived him crazy.haha.AT 1000,there was telematch.we heard that de SCDC attachs were not allowed to get wet cuz we had to do decor for jj night.i den took up de role of bringing water to my campers.i walked all de way to de water cooler behind Lt1 as de water there was de coldest.i walked about 4 times throughtout de telematch.but i felt that it was worth it.We were late for dinner and de SCDC attachs had to meet.we stared gobbling down our dinner but we did not finish it.when we rushed to our meeting place,de SCDC planing com only started to eat their dinner.we were quite pissed but didnt say anything.den shah started asking us if we played de kinetic warfare.den we said we heard that we werenot allowed to get wet..he den said it was not true.we were allowed to play and will be given time to change to dry clothes. Weiming and I were really pissed as we missed de chance to play with our og.i was so sadand was thinking about de whole time.and becuz we couldnt play,only jingwen and neni were left to take care of de og which was quite hard on them..really sorry guys.JJ night was really emo..i and jingwen cried non-stop.i started thinking of times when i was a camper in og13..den started thinking of de preparation work done b4 camp and de interaction with de campers and i kept tearing.heard from ann and amy that some campers teared too but i didnt know who.after ogl debrief,we stayed up to make our og gift.we ended up going to slp only at 4 plus..jinguo was really tired out.once he went up to he hall,he just pushed everything aside and slept once he lied down.camp day 2 den ended....

camp day 3!!woke up at 530 and went for briefing.went up to de hall to wake de campers but this time most of them were awake as they were afraid we would wake them up like we did de day b4.but we were very quiet and not much cheering was done.we had breakfast and area cleaning.there was one time we had to shift tables from de ops room to de hall.we created a human chain to pass de tables. a few of de guys were rather reluctant to do so as i saw them practicaly throwing de tables and chairs.i didnt speak to them but just teling everybody to not throw de tables and chairs..hoping they would get de msg.de spirit was still quite high and we were told to bring de atmosphere down and no more cheering is allowed. we den went to classrooms do start de e-web.campers had to tell each other their feelings and thoughts of each other. everybody was rather emo..but some simply had no reaction.we den wrote smal msgs to each other and we had ice cream.we ate from de tub and shared it around..(thanks tommy and jin guo).de campers den went to de hall for a debrief.although it was de 3rd time i was hearing mr leow talk,i teared.at one point i wanted so much to slp but after listening to him talked,i was so touched.after his talk, it was time to give de campers their orientation tee and their orientation package. den it was time to let them go.....it was time time for them to leave as we had a debrief..we wanted to go for an og lunch but many of them already went home.den jing wen said 2 campers asked if we wanted to go for go lunch!!we were so hapy that a camper actually asked if we wanted to go for og lunch..hahaswe went down to de canteen but we couldnt find anybody.we den found out it was only 2 ppl who wanted to have lunch with us.in de end only 2 campers and 4 ogls went for lunch..after lunch we went our own ways to go home to rest..i wanted so much to sleep...............................................................

camp was really fun!!didnt regret becoming an ogl..thanks og7..

OGLs...scdc

2007-02-22T06:36:00.001-08:00

Today got to noe i was SCDC attached.Quite happy though but its gonna be quite tough..hope i can make it..got to learn all de dances at de tip of my fingertips. my future looks so interesting doesn't it..but sometimes it just doesn't seem so..nothing is confirmed yet..dunno if i can stay in jj..surprisingly..many from my og are staying..yeah..i can get to see them this way..

Trying my best to slack these 3 mnths..no chance to do it after O2..i am practically missing every single pc lesson...my class 20 present but only 6 went for pc..but many escaped half-way..how cool can that be..hahas..

O2 is coming.so excited..hahas..got to learn frm de other vivian..siao siao de..must be at least half like her...her enthu-ness is exactly like tommy..confirm is tommy de jie ban ren de...hahas...gonna have lesser and lesser time for og le..heard them saying SCDC de must practice de dances almost everyday..sorry og13.but i will definitely go look for u all when i have de time..=)

Tommy so crazy abt wanting to come my hse on sat..but de time very diff to set ehx..so many ppl got so many activities at diff times..haix...dunno wat to do..more diff to organise og outings now also..when everybody has their own grp of friends...diff to contact also..now i noe tommy's troubles..hahas..but one day we will go out together right..hope so...

late le...wanna go slp le..feeling so tired these few days....happy chinese new year...

this or that?

2007-02-12T07:32:00.000-08:00

jc life or poly?i am seriously still in a dilemma but i have already submitted de application.My marks is SO far away. Its like going to heaven...u know how difficult it is right? I am afraid i cannot catch up in jc..afraid i would fall right behind. But my main aim was to go to U..so jc is de most straight-forward route to take..a tough decision.

Thinking that some of my friends would be leaving for good leaves me so moody. Up to now, i still cant believe that such strong bonds could be forged in just 2 mnths. They are like friends which i have known for many many years. Mere words cannot fully express my feelings, my thoughts,my emotions.

If only good times would move more slowly and bad times would just fly past.Memories will be all i have in future..good ones definitely..i will always remember de fun that we had..

Loves, vian=)

og 13's 3rd outing

2007-02-09T02:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was og13's 3rd outing.Everybody had this thought in mind:"Have much fun as u can before THAT day comes."Not everybody was here but it was fun though.We met at bukit batok mrt station at 5.But as u noe we always have to wait for latecomers like AI TING.We then went up to de food court to eat.After dinner we went to CSC to play bowling.I was leading at first but de Cheng Kai with 2 strikes in a row..he was ruling arhx..look at de scores later.After de 1st game, some went to play pool.Me..xian liang...lu xuan..huili and tommy stayed.We had another game and this time i ruled..yeah!!Perhaps i could only play when there are lesser ppl looking.After tat we went to look for de others.They did a few nice poses for me.De photo of lu xuan was de nicest..so style arhx...look so pro...lu xuan seems to be good in everything..wonder if he was studying..hahas.Xian liang had to go home early to have his medicine.We went to have supper at de kopitiam near bb mrt station after pool.I shared ice kachang with ai ting and tommy..it was quite nice.Lu xuan thought for a very long time for de name of de dessert he wanted to order..hahas..it was actually honeydew sago..funny ehx...After our dessert, we went home.Saw lu xuan running home but after that got to know he was rushing home to watch anime..hahas.He is so into jap.It was a rather relaxed outing,not as crazy as de last one..hope to have more of such outings in future..I Love og13!

at CSC

stickers

de ah lians and de ah beng

they seem to be in love..

can u feel de diff between de others and de guy in pink?

i noe..its just different..

this one looks de best

X=xian liang

L=lu xuan

1st x=xian liang,T=tommy,L=luxuan,C=cheng kai,last x=xing han

v=vivian,h=huili

have a photo taken with "Ah tom" the orang-utan!

ai ting disturbed by xing han

ogls of og13

doomsday

2007-02-09T01:52:00.000-08:00

9th feb...de day i was waiting for so long..but it turned out to be my worst nightmare..woke up worrying...watched tv with worry..ate lunch with anxiety...finally de time to go to school...

Met my friends..chatted about our feelings..speculations..den 2.30 came..we walked to de hall..sat down and our principal started talking..he said we did even worse..my feelings just fell to de bottom...i almost cried...all my parents' hope are on me..if i do badly i dont noe how to face my dad..den suddenly i heard him saying...we will now release your results...i instantly grabbed my friend's hand and held it so tight it hurt her..tears started swelling in my eyes..i was sitting in de middle of de row so i had to wait till about 10 ppl got their results b4 it was me..one by one..i saw crying faces...happy faces...i got really worried and tears started falling down my cheeks..den..my english teacher started walking towards me..she said:"congratulations vivian, u have got a distinction for ur eng."I got a shock and did not reply her..i cried AGAIN cuz i was so happy..but den i started thinking..so what my eng got A..if de others are like shit den what use has it got..

Up next was me..walking towards my teacher shaking with fear..i sat down and she said:"jie ying..i expected u to be a potential CH distinction student." she then passed me my result slip..my maths cher was just beside and she commented:"aiyo..maths only c5."i left de table and back to where i was...i sat down and tears just kept flowing down..i was scolded by others for crying..some said they had to go to ITE but they are still so happy..others failed certain subjects but i didnt fail any..my principal asked me for my results and i shook my head..he asked what does shaking my head means..i said r5 20..he chided me saying that it was already good enough to be able to enter de jc..some did not even pass 3 subjects...but i was not convinced at all...my aim was to go to jc...but a 20 totally crushed my dreams..

i went home heavy-hearted.my dad was calling me...i didnt dare to answer his call..i called him back asking him to ask and come home to see for himself..i was AGAIN crying while he was looking through my results slip..he asked me what was wrong and said my results were fine..he said 20 can try for jc...even if it doesnt work i can go to poly..but in my heart i noe he expected better.....i was so guilty..my dad provided me with de best that he could...he got me de best things he could afford that were needed for my education..i was so so so guilty.............i totally let him down..

i hope my appeal would go through cuz a few of my good friends are staying in jj...and i love it there...jc is my dream..but whether i can fulfil it is a big question mark...now i can only wait..but i will try my best to get in jj....

so guilty..............................................................................................

og 13's second og outing

2007-01-27T23:05:00.000-08:00

Friday was de 2nd outing for og13 but it was a rather depressing day.Some went home without having fun but some stayed on.We actually wanted to go to kpool to play pool but de ppl there were so strict....stupid.A few of de guys had their sch's pants on.That was also counted as wearing half-u.Lu xuan then came up with lots of ideas like cutting off de sch's logo, going to kbox to borrow pants from pl who were working,letting wei jun wear his jacket and many more.I also came up with a lot of lame ideas which obviously would not work.haha..looking at lu xuan's action i must say he is cool..everywhere he goes he looks as if he owns de place..haha..

Okies..moving away frm him..let me continue my story..we den decided to go to Chevrons to play pool or at least find sumtink to do there..we went to take 105 frm JE interchange..they were playing games like 205 and 5,10,15..while we were waiting for de bus.Finally we were on de bus towards Chevron.

When we went up to de pool table..everybody was so happy to see that it was empty! Lu xuan and tommy went over to ask for de cues, but guess wat? they came back saying that de pool table was not working...now u noe why nobody was playing..everybody spirits dropped to de bottom once again...i den suggested going to de arcade downstairs..BUT it has already closed..yeah...another good news.

As for bowling, we had to wait for de tournament to end before we could play..at that time it was already 10 plus..jian le said he was already very tired and wanted to go home..we tried to keep him but let him go in de end..so jian le,angela and darren left.

Finally it was 1015. We went up to de bowling alley again.The person said we had to wait a while longer for de ppl to clear. So, we used de time to take photos and fool around.Then Lu xuan came around asking how many ppl wanted to play.At this time, everybody's faces lit up again.no more waiting! We went to exchange our shoes for de bowling shoes but its so dumb arhx..why cant they take both sides??still want us to keep one side..den he take de other..dumb right..We all changed into our bowling shoes and we started playing!!Lots of funny stuff happened and kenny begun his "feeling hot" stuff..he was talking about zhi hui btw..we started laughing but poor zhihui did not know wat was going on.. speaking of zhihui..she was playing bowling with us even her leg was injuired."clap clap".I won de first game with 105 points..yeah..btw i also won de 2nd game with lu xuan scoring lots of strikes and spares..dun ask me how i did it..i dunno..

There were a few "records" broken that day..

wei jun went home at 11.17
lu xuan came for de og outing
samuel did not touch his homework for de whole day
zhi hui played bowling despite de knne injury
jeslyn could actually still do her homework at a bowling centre
3 girls actually "sent" samuel to take a taxi

See...my og rocks right..hahas...i love this bunch of ppl...a lot..everybody was tired..so i was sure all went to slp once they were home..a few of us had to go back to sch early de next morning..i only slept 5 hrs..but its worth it..

Here are some photos taken during de day...enjoy Acting cute de tommy..

Family meal...i wanna know wat it means..

KFC!! "Art piece"in the making

Og 13

Family 3

Lu xuan:"What are u trying to do to me?"

At Chevrons's pool table

What's so funny?

Erm..

Giants and the dwarf

Girls and the not so girly girl..

Ogls of og13 unite..

He looks better when he smiles right..

Short still wan to act tall..

Tada!

13eautiful ppl

Kenny:''Ehx~!Got sales ehx!"

Samuel tortured by tommy..He has a sad life..

Smiles..

Funny faces..